So, a lot has happened since I last posted. I’ll start with a positive, on the 31st of October last year I had my last cigarette. I have been smoke free now for 4 months and I don’t miss it at all. Now to the not so positive stuff. On the 6th of December my … Continue reading Rock bottom
Ok, so I’m starting this blog mainly for myself, I’m not advertising it on my other social media sites. I’ve taken a long look at myself today and I want to change. I’m 28, 20 stone and 8 lbs, heavily unmotivated and wasting my time at university. So I have decided to take the next … Continue reading 100 days to turn my life around
So last night I had a truly weird dream, to the extent that when I woke up at 5am I couldn’t get back to sleep so I went for a walk. In this dream I was me but I had the ability to rewind time for a short period to redo my actions and make … Continue reading Weird dreams
Picture taken in final year of Brockenhurst College – 2005 (Front row, 4th from right) Ten years ago this year I made a choice, a choice that would haunt and influence the next decade of my life. I decided that following some fairly unsuccessful years at college ,due to lack of support from tutors for my … Continue reading Time changes everything
Thought of the morning. If you pass the same car every day on the way to work you may get to recognise the car and the person. Maybe nod at them and wave and smile knowing that you’re both on the same journey. When you think about it you’re both sharing such a rare and … Continue reading Cars passing on the road
…or is it? I slept well last night for once, drifted off easily, slept for a decent amount of time, and I didn’t spend the whole night over-thinking things. I think I may actually be content at the moment. I’m working this morning and heading out tonight so keeping busy. Normally I’d worry about stuff … Continue reading Just another day…
For those of you who know me, or at least read the last post, you’ll know that sleep doesn’t come easily to me. Had a night out tonight with the society for which I am president of, and had an awesome time, amazing turn out good people, new people too. Until we went to change … Continue reading Insomnia is a B*tch!